I don’t even know how to describe it but sometimes I get sad thinking about who I used to be. I used to have so much passion and I was so excited about things. I don’t know what happened to that person. And thinking about it and seeing things that I used to care so deeply about and now have little more than ambivalence towards makes me almost cry. I want to feel that passion again. I need something to care about as deeply as I did before and I don’t even know if I’m capable of it or if it’s possible. I don’t know what took the light and fire and life out of me. But I think it’s gone.
Tumblr, what the fuck are you doing recommending thinspo blogs for me to follow on my dash?
I need to move